CC..please do stay peace in the another world...we will always love u...

i was affraid the phone in the mid-night...i was so terrible experienced for me..yen ling please dont give me such a call anymore...i can't stand for it anymore...

but i thnk i've no chance to recieved call...

CC...please do stay peace in the another world....

sometimes u give us happiness..sometimes really want to throw u away...is truth..cause u r so annoyed...but u also bring us a lot of laughter...thanks for accompanied us these 3 months...

is really hard to feed u eat the medicine...the pay for ur medical even higher than us..but,im willing...

i want to hug u...no,hug u tightly...hug u all the time...

CC..i really miss u ...please come back to us...

fren's story...

today...im not feeling good when i heard a story from one of my fren...
it is about my fren..
i dunno y..
it makes me felt uncomfortable after i listen this story..

one of my fren...is a guy..he has a relationship with his girl..over three years..quite hard to say so..nowadays...out of 10 couples,how many of them actually can last longer than that..i dunno..mayb just one or two among of them..

my fren..quite handsome..good boy...loves his family..loves his fren..
even though i knowing him not a long period..but he has been chit chat quite a few times with me also...


b4 i starts my story..i would like to share another story bout this fren with u all first....
to see how r u going to judge of this him...

during his form 5 after SPM...he went to genting to get some part time job..
while he working at genting..his grandmom get illness...
and finally his grandmom has passed away..
he was regrette that he couldn't meet his grandmom at the end...
he cried...
i know he love his grandmom much..
i believe that my fren is totally a good guy...
grandmom..please do stay peace...

ok,let begin the story...
1 month ago..he told me that he got some problems with his girl...
after that he really broke up with his girl...
i know that the girl is still loving him..mayb a little ..or mayb a lot...
i dunno...
3 years relation...does it so easy to put it down..
again i dunno..cause im not one of them ma...
i asked my fren..r u into with other girls ??
he said...nope...
actually we cannot blame either the girl or the boy fauth...
because love cannot be measured...

today.....
he told me he started a new relation with another girl..
how ridiculous it is..
he has just break up with his girl not even 1 month..
how can him so fast started a new relationship..
i have nothing to say...



after this story...i know that my fren...he really loves everyone..
but how could u dumped a girl not more than 1 month,
and now start with a new girl...
i dunno...

no matter how..u're my fren..
i do support u all the time...
take care and all the best dude..
the warmest regards to u..

define love...

wat is the time now ? looking at my PC clock..
now is the 5am in the morning,dun misunderstand..im not baru wake up...alu belum tidur lagi...

today while i was chit chatting with my fren..suddently talk bout a quite interesting topic...
actually how to define a love..wat are the symtoms of when u fall in love in someone..
actually this is quite common question..for those who love b4..u all should know how right..

symtom 1: exciting when he/she give u a call...
symtom 2: jealousy will occur when he/she has something behind of u..
symtom 4: u hate when he/she talking with her/him...
symtom 3: cannot figure out at the moments..u think it urself k...

so..do u have someone to love ??

dun ask me..i dunno...
actually in my heart summore has appear while im writing here..
the heart of envy always occur..
i hopes that u will share watever with me..
no matter is happiness or tears...
i just want to say,im willing...
but im not the one u speak to...
i always ask that why im not the one...
who u concern..
who is the one u willing to be shared...
i hopes that u will tell me wat r u doing there in the every single moments...

duk..duk...duk....
sms ringtone...
im looking at my phone...
not mine..
is the one who sitting besides of me...
izzit u ??
izzit u msg the one who sitting besides of me ??
watever......

someone said.."no pain,no love..."
WTF..who said that ...
im painful...and i never get love...
does anyone of u can give me pain-killer..


ok la..i want tidur la..good night..